Eating disorders are EXPENSIVE. If
you binge and purge you have to go out and buy food (unless you steal it, but
thankfully I haven’t done that yet). You have to buy makeup because every time
you purge yours gets messed up. You have to buy scales. You have to buy the
more expensive safe foods.
When I get a craving for chocolate,
it can’t be hershey’s bars. Well, it could, but I would just end up buying the
more expensive stuff as well because I HAVE to have it. It’s not a question of
wanting, it’s a question of absolutely needing it to survive. I can’t do
anything unless I have that chocolate. Unless I eat ten pastries in a row. And
if I try to binge on Hershey bars when I want pastries I binge on Hershey bars
and the craving is still there.
Yet another reason to get rid of the
eating disorder.
Any other expenses I've missed?
update: Spent $4 on food today. One day down, six more to go!
update: Spent $4 on food today. One day down, six more to go!
It really is expensive, and then in turn, a waste of money as you "throw" it down the toilet. Stay strong hun.
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Also, perfume and toothpaste. When I used to binge and purge daily I would always brush my teeth and spray loads of perfume so no one would notice my vomit smell. Or gum, that was always a lifesaver for bad breath too.
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I don't like calling females cunts but C. U. N. T. means Can't Understand Normal Thought
ReplyDeleteLike most fat girls you are lazy and ego driven. Puking is easier than disciplines eating. You have two choices either accept your gluttony or end your gluttony.
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Oh god, I totally get you... Ever since I started binging and purging I've constantly had financial problems. I'd spend my money like crazy... mostly on binge foods... and laxatives and diet pills also.. Geez... with all that money I wasted in the past few years, I could actually buy a Chanel handbag!
ReplyDeleteEven if it's not food-related items, I often find myself shopping impulsively.. Like, if I have money in my account (even if it's just a single dollar...lol), I just HAVE TO spend it on SOMETHING. Do you also have that problem?
I really love to collect branded or designer things too...(terrible habit, i know. haha) which doesn't improve my problems at all...
Stay strong sweetie!
xx
I have stolen food before. From my parents :( I don't do that anymore though, that was before, way before when I could go crazy and have like 4000 calories a day. Today was pretty crazy though I had like 2000 calories for a Chinese festival.
ReplyDeleteWhy do you have to buy scales (I mean, just one is enough)?
Don't wear makeup ;)
Hershey's bar is pretty expensive here - most everything is here.
Good luck on your goal! :D
Love,
Christie
You sure do save money on stuff like what you mention when you recover. Savings start to go up - you wear nicer cloths cause you can actually afford them.. It sure is worth it
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