Do you ever lie awake, trembling at the certainty that your loved one does not care for you? Your mind is pacing. You can't stop thinking about the way he tersely said goodnight. You would do anything to take back all your mistakes.
Of course, it's all in your head because he does love you. He wasn't terse, you just imagined the message that way. And he was gone because he was traveling.
My fear is that one day it won't just be me being crazy.