I will be forever alone. I know this because I am ugly and crazy. I didn’t used to be crazy, but now I am. I’m needy and bitchy and passive aggressive. I don’t know how I became like this. Maybe Robert was exactly what I needed to be sane. If that’s the case, then I’ll be alone forever because I dumped him already and I don’t look back.
Most people meet their future husband or spouse in college. WELL I’M GOING TO BE A SENIOR AND SO FAR I HAVE YET TO MEET MY FUTURE SPOUSE. Actually, I don’t know if I’ve met him, but I certainly haven’t dated him, and I think that’s the implication. After college, where am I going to meet people? I don’t get dates from swing dances or salsa dances really, I can’t date someone in my singing group, and I can’t date someone from where I work. I could go to a dating site, but I haven’t really had success with that so far. There’s a reason people are on dating sites. Nothing wrong with most of them, but I’m just not attracted to them. And they should stay well away from me because I’m fucking insane.
I don’t want to be alone. I’d die before I ended up alone.