Dear Readers (or myself)
I’ve been away from this blog for almost year now. This was necessary, as I was starting to feel like the blog was tiring, or a chore, instead of an uplifting activity. I apologize to everyone as I left people without notice. You can get away with a lot of rudeness online.
Since I left, there have been many changes to my life.
I’m going to graduate school in the fall.
I cheated on one of my boyfriends, and then dumped the guy I had fallen in love with for his best friend, who dumped me, used me in a friends with benefits scenario, and then dumped me again.
I tried and failed to learn computer programming techniques.
I found a truly wonderful therapist and continued with group therapy.
I even told my parents that I had bulimia and brought them to a therapy session!
I feel so close to recovered, and yesterday I decided that I wanted to start blogging again. Who knows how long it will last- probably not very long to be honest- but I’m going to do it for as long as it feels right.
I’m going to try weekly or daily goals again. Post about skills, write about therapy topics. I’m going to write a lot that doesn’t have to do with eating disorders but rather stress in general, because stress is what causes behaviors a lot of times. I’m going to hold myself accountable.
Plus this will be something to do instead of try and get boyfriends.
So hello again! And goodbye for now.