You stupid stupid stupid girl
I ought to give your head a
twirl.
You were an hour late to work-
Everyone thinks you’re a jerk.
You let someone fall out of bed!
If there were Karma you’d be dead.
You didn’t ask to help your
friend.
They’re thinking “thank god she’s
almost at the end.”
Your words come muddled from your
lips.
It’s on YOUR watch the patient
trips.
You suck, you’re fat, you’re
short, you’re stout.
I can’t believe no one’s found
you out.
They think you’re the one to
blame
But you’re too disliked to play
that game.
They hate you cause you barely
speak.
They know you’re a really
weird-ass geek.
They think you’re vain, that you
don’t care.
They’d never invite you anywhere.
But mostly it’s because you’re
dumb.
Naïve as a baby that sucks its
thumb.
Go cry you stupid stupid brat.
Then go eat stupid cause you’re
fat.
I actually loved your poem! It's pretty much how Ed sounds like to me, too.
ReplyDeleteDon't let it get to you. If you really were that bad, you wouldn't realize it. The worst people are the ones who can't see their own mistakes.
Stay Strong <3
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Love it! What a great way to de-power Ed (I'm tired okay, I can't think of a proper antonym for 'empower'). Anything to combat the lies he tells you, because they're just that; lies.
ReplyDeleteKeep fighting hun <3 xx
Wow I love this XD I wish I could write poems as well as you do, but sadly I suck at it haha XD
ReplyDeleteI hate how eating disorders make you feel hopeless and useless all the time and make you think that you have absolutely no potential... :( but don't listen to Ed, he's a dickhead! Everything he tells you is just lies!
xoxo
poem really?
ReplyDeletethat's one way to look at it.
let's read it sweetie x
this actually made me giggle.
but awwwwwwww :( the words though behind it though. i'm so sorry you feel that way.
you are a beautiful human being x
and i'm glad that you're empowering over this asshole. Ed is just this asshole you have to leave because abusive relationship
-Sam Lupin
This was great Emily. The inner monologue in my head is not as eloquent but the message is very similar. When its bad I play some music and try to get a song stuck in my head.
ReplyDeleteBtw, I am on the teen unit right now at the hospital but I just was told someone fell out of bed on my normal unit. We generally have 65% of the falls for the hospital due to age and medical problems, so its not your fault, I blame gravity. :)
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