I blame my ED for a lot of things, especially the continuance of behaviors.
I binged? I have an eating disorder. I ate five pieces of cake? I couldn't help it, Ed was whispering in my ear.
While this may be true, it doesn't excuse any of it.
I can either blame my ED or I can live well in spite of it.
It's time to cut the crap. I know how to recover. I need to do it.