I’m sure everyone who’s read this blog has noticed my positive attitude about everything. And also my dedication to recovery, for everyone.
Whenever I post on blogs, I try to avoid telling people good job for engaging in behaviors, simply because I need to reinforce my own belief that those behaviors are dangerous. How do I get away with telling people to try to not engage in behaviors when I do those behaviors myself?
Why am I allowed to tell people to keep positive when I can’t seem to do it for myself?
Why is it that it’s so easy to spot other people’s thinking errors when I believe firmly in mine?
I feel like a hypocrite sometimes.